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*glares
I'm in such an angry mood.
My so called 'friends' aren't friends AT ALL!
It started about two weeks ago. They started ignoring me for NO REASON what so ever. I was taken aback by it, so I decided not to ask what was wrong. I know, stupid. But I hung around with my other friends for a change, since I really didn't know what to do. And I had a really good time with them!
Then the next day I tried saying hi. I was like, waving for 50 seconds when my friend, who was talking to them, notices me and says, 'Aren't you going to say hi to Shannon?'. Fair play, he's a good guy. But again, just one turns around and says 'Hi,' in a meek little voice, then turns around again to talk my other other 'friend'. I was livid, so I said: 'Oh I can't be bothered with this today!' and walked off with my other friend Josh. And hung around him and my other friends all day.
Oh, this is good.
My 'friend' starts talking to me on facebook after school, normally at first, and then she starts harassing me, giving me her 'opinion' which was just another way of protecting my other friend.
Anyway, we had this sorted and we were civil to each other for a while. They gave me Christmas presents and I have theirs at home.
Today was fucking hectic.
Since my other friends were in Choir, I decided it would be an idea to be friendly to them. You know, talk and stuff. And they seemed to be pretty happy. So I was happy and hung around with them for a bit. But I noticed their newest friend Vaughn was acting strangely. Well, stranger then usual. They were, well, two of them were, obssessing asking him what was wrong constantly.
Then at break I went to hang around with them some more, and noticed Vaughn and another new friend Tirion leaving as I was talknig to them. I really didn't take much notice of that time either.
And then there was dinner. Oh was I in for a treat!
I was hanging around with them again, because today had been pretty good and everything was going really well. I didn't have anywhere or anyone to come to dinner with, so my friend Tamsin, the less obssessed with Vaughn, gacve me her sandwich and I was like: ":'D! Thank you!"
Then my other two 'friends' Shannon G and Amy went out looking for Vaughn and Tirion. Cause they had disappeared AGAIN.
And then Shannon G came back in and started whispering to Tamsin. Tamsin then comes over and says they've moved to the next room. I thought this was strange, but I was hanging out with Sion and his friend Aron, so I shrugged and said fare well.
THEN.
Shannon G and Tirion come in saying that they liked being friendly, but they didn't want to be friends with me because basically Tirion and Vaughn think that I've been telling rumours about them and that people on the corridoor were saying that to them. Tirion started getting upset, but I was persistant and TOLD him that I would never say stuff about him EVER. Or Vaughn.
(The most I said was that Vaughn and Tirion was a little creepy, and that was to Tamsin. And Tamsin wouldn't tell anyone.)
So I demanded to see Amy and Tamsin to see what they said about this.
Basically, They had two new friends since I was gone because OF THEM, and they felt CVERY uncomfortable around me for no reason. (This is what Amy was saying.) And so, because Shannon G was BESTEST BUDDIES FOR EVAH with them, they'd lose three friends if they were friends with me again.
What. The. FUCK.
So I get really upset and tell them to just get out of my face. Because I was getting really angry. and then Shannon G shouts at me saying: "WELL SO ARE WE." And leaves.
But this is the part I like. I was crying, and people were standing up to me, saying to them go away you bitches and stuff, comforting me. And then she started on me in the corridoor. And Miss saw me crying and took me over to my favourite teacher, my English one. She talked to me, and believed that they were being pathetic and I was really grown up, and this is what she said:
"There's no point hanging around with people when they're 13, 14 and you're mentally twenty. There's something very special about you Shannon, and your really shouldn't be hanging around with
unpopular people."
Well, I was flattered. She even tried to sort it out.
But now I'm angry. Very. Angry.